🎶 2022-03-22 00:43:47 - Paris/France.
UKUFA NGEMINWE EMIHLANU umdlali we-bass Chris Kael uvumile ukuba ubuyele etywaleni ngaphezulu konyaka ophelileyo ngexesha lobhubhani we-coronavirus.
Kwiminyaka emine edlulileyo, Kael Ukhe waphila ubomi obungcathu, esithi wayengoyena “womeleleyo” kwakhe emva kokushiya i-rehab.
Nangona kunjalo, umntu oneminyaka engama-47 uthe UJason Rockman eCanada "Iyure yamandla eRockman" kule veki wawa enqwelweni njengoko ukuvalwa kwe-coronavirus kuqhubeka, besithi "ayilunganga".
"Ndiye ndanxila ngoFebruwari 3, 2018," Chris yatsho (njengoko ibhaliwe ngu BLABBERMOUTH.NET). “Ukuba bekungengenxa yengozi ngexesha lobhubhani, endingakhange ndithethe ngalo esidlangalaleni kude kube namhlanje, ingozi ngexesha lo bhubhani, ngeyiminyaka emine [engenangqondo]. Kodwa ngoku, ndicinga ukuba ndi ... kufuneka ndibuyele emva kwaye ndijonge umhla, ngokunyanisekileyo. »
Uqhube wathi: “Ndiyakhumbula ukuba bendiye kwikonsathi kwaye bendizama ukwenza…Ndandingathi, ‘Kulungile. Ndawa enqwelweni. Ndibuyele emotweni. Ndiyahamba. Ndiza kuzama ukulawula ukusetyenziswa kotywala ngeli xesha. Ndiza kuzivumela ukuba ndibe nezimbini. Kwaye ukuba ndenza ezimbini, zipholile. Hayi. Ndenze ezintathu. Khange ndisele oko. Ndathi, “Andinakuyenza.” "Nokuba ndingazama ukuzibekela imida emibini, andikwazanga ukuyenza loo nto. »
xa Ilitye wabonisa ukuba ukusela iziselo ezithathu ngobusuku bubukhulu Chrisukuphinda, bekungekubi kangako, Kael waphendula wathi: “Hayi, hayi. Kwakubi kakhulu ngaphambi koko. EyeThupha ka-2020, emva kokwahlukana, ukuba sendlwini ndedwa, kwakungekho nto ilungileyo. Ke njengokuba ndiguqukela ekubeni ndingafuni ukuziva okwethutyana... Ngoku, [ndi]buyile – ndenza iintlanganiso zam, ndisenza yonke enye into, ndisebenza nomxhasi wam, ndisebenza amanyathelo nayo yonke into ngoku. »
Kael uthe ngenene wazama ukuba sempilweni iminyaka embalwa ngaphambi kokungena kwi-rehab. “Ndandizama ukuyenza ngokwam-kwaye ndandingathi, 'Ewe. Ndawisa. Ndiyenzile loo nto,'” utshilo. “Ndenze udliwano-ndlebe no [comedian] UDean Delray ndaye ndathetha ngayo. Kungekudala emva koko, ndandisendleleni kwaye ndabamba i-shit nayo yonke into endandijongene nayo ngelo xesha - ndilinganisa yonke into kuba yayiyinto endandithanda ukuyenza ngelo xesha. Ngoku ndigxile kakhulu, ndigxile kakhulu. Kodwa bendisandula kuzigalela isiselo kwaye ndisehla ebhasini kwaye i-fan yeza kum ibaleka: 'Kael, ndifuna ukubulela. Ukufumana Sober kundenze ndacinga malunga nokuba ndiza kuba nengqondo. Nantso ndimi ndiphethe isiselo esinxilisayo esandleni sam. 'Ewe mfondini. Ndenza oko ndinako ukunceda. Kwaye ndaziva ndiyinkunkuma enjalo.
“Ngoko bekubalulekile kum, kuxanduva lwam, ukuthetha ngayo,” wongeze watsho. Kael cacisa. “Ngenxa yokuba ndikholisa abantu – ndifuna ukwenza abantu bonwabe, andifuni abantu baphoxeke ngam – ngoko ke, ekuqaleni bekubalulekile ukuba ndithethe ngayo ukuze abanye abantu bazi kwaye nam yiba nalo mgcini wabantwana xa bebonke bebukele. Ndinoxanduva kakhulu kum kwaye andifuni abanye bandibeke iliso. Ndicinga ukuba ndiphuma phantsi kweli litye ngoku. Kodwa ngokudibeneyo, senza amaqela, senza iintlanganiso zethu - zonke iintlobo zezinto. Ngoko ke ndisenayo loo nkqubo yenkxaso – inkqubo yenkxaso eqine ngakumbi. Thixo wam, [ngexesha] lo bhubhani, ndenza iintlanganiso ezingakumbi Zoom kunam jamais yenza ngaphambi kobhubhane.
“Ngokucacileyo i-COVID yayiyoyikeka, kodwa ukuba ujonge isilivere yezinto, unokujika i-negative ibe yinto entle ukuba ususa ingqondo yakho, ujonge macala onke kwaye uthathe umlinganiselo opheleleyo wento eyenzekayo kwaye uqhubeke usenza into elungileyo, ” wongeze watsho.
Kael ngaphambili wathetha ngedabi lakhe lokusela utywala kunye nokuba likhoboka leziyobisi kudliwanondlebe kaFebruwari 2021 no INTLOKO YOMSHISHI inkokheli URobb Flynnlo "Akukho nto iphosakeleyo ngokuzisola noRobb Flynn" IPodcast, UKUFA NGEMINWE EMIHLANU umdlali we-bass Chris Kael. Ngeli xesha, wathetha ngesigqibo sakhe sokuziva enxilile: “Ndandiyenza loo nto, kodwa ndaqonda ukuba xa ndandisiya kwi-rehab, ndandisengoyena mntu ubalulekileyo. Ke ukugcina nje amanqanaba ngokwaneleyo ukulwa naluphi na uhlobo loxinzelelo Kwaye kwakhona ngeli xesha, Ivan [Moody, IMINWE EMIHLANU YOKUFA imvumi] yayiphambili kwimiba [yeziyobisi notywala] awayehamba kuyo ngelo xesha. Akukho nto imangalisayo kwaye akukho zimfihlo apho - sonke sayibona into eyenzekayo ngelo xesha. Kodwa wayeyeyona nto iphambili kuye wonke umntu. Ndiye ndakwazi ukuzimela ngasemva ngelixa yena esenza umsebenzi wakhe. Ngoko kwakufuneka ndibhabhe phantsi kwerada amaxesha amaninzi.
“Okwenyani kum kuqale mhlawumbi kwiinyanga ezimbini phambi kokuba ndicoce,” uqhube watsho. “Iimeko nje zobomi – ndandiqhawule umtshato ngelo xesha… Saqhawula umtshato emva kokuba ndiphumile kwi-rehab, kodwa inkqubo yayisele iqalile ngaphambi koko. Kwaye ngokunyanisekileyo, injongo yam yokungena kwi-rehab yayikukuba – ndibhale [inkosikazi yam ngoko] inqaku; usenako ukuba nayo; Ndiqinisekile mhlawumbi uyakwenza. Ngokusisiseko, yayingathi, 'Heyi, ndiza kufumana uncedo' kwaye ndibe ngumfana awatshata naye kwasekuqaleni hayi lo mntu ndandinguye. So, bendifuna nyani ubuya ndiphume kwi rehab ndibuyele emtshatweni and whatnot. Kodwa loo nto itshintshile. Kwaye kwakubi kakhulu mhlawumbi kwiiveki ezintathu ezidlulileyo. Andizange ndiphulukane nokulawula kakhulu. [Kwakukho] amaxesha ambalwa apha naphaya apho ndiye ndakhulula khona kwaye kwakukho izinto ezibonisa ukuba izinto ziya zisiba mbi ngakumbi kum. Kodwa ngokusisiseko, ndazifumana ndikwixesha lokwenyani lokudandatheka, ndaza ndagqiba kwelokuba, ‘Yazi, ndoda. Andisakwazi ukuyenza le nto.' Ndafowunela umhlobo wam Greg, wandithabatha ukuba ndihlaziyeke ngaloo mini. Kwaye yayiyeyona iphantsi endakha ndayiva ebomini bam, ukuya kulaa rehab. Kodwa ndakuba ndiphumile kwi-rehab, ndaye, ngathi, le yeyona nto inamandla yakha ndayenza, ndiyavuma ukuba andinakuyimela le nto kwaye kufuneka ndifumane enye into. »
Kael Uqhube wathi izinto zazimbi kakhulu kuye ngaxa lithile kangangokuba wayengasoloko ekuthanda ukucula. “Xa useqongeni eWembley, umboniso othengisiweyo, kwaye useqongeni, 'Ah. Ngaba singasuka nje sikhuphe isihogo? "Kukho into engalunganga ngamanqanaba akho e-endorphin," wahleka. “Umzimba wam ububethwa kakhulu. Andizange ndidlale i-shit eqongeni, kodwa ngokuqinisekileyo ndidlale ndidiniwe kubusuku obungaphambili ezininzi amaxesha. Kwaye yayibobunye bobusuku. Umzimba wam ubethwe ukusukela ngezolo. Mhlawumbi sasinosuku lokuphumla eLondon. Mna kunye ne-bass tech yam besisela imini yonke. »
Ngo-Apreli 2018, Kael utsho KLAQ Kwisikhululo sikanomathotholo ukuba "wayesela malunga neekopi ezisibhozo ze-cocaine ngeveki" ekuphakameni kwakhe ukuba likhoboka. “Le yeyona ngxaki inkulu kum,” utshilo. “Oko kunye nokudakumba, zombini ezo zinto, bezingalunganga. Khange ndiqaphele de ndaya kwi-rehab ukuba bendizinyangela nge-cocaine ukunyusa amanqanaba am e-dopamine ukulwa nokudakumba. Khange ndiyicinge nokuyicinga. Kwaye xa uphuma kuyo, untlitheka kakhulu. »
Kael waqala watyhila idabi lakhe lokusebenzisa iziyobisi kuthotho lweetweets, esithi umfazi wakhe ngelo xesha wadlala “indima enkulu” ekumncedeni acoceke. “Ukuba ebengandiyekanga ukuzama ukubuyisela isitokhwe emva kokutshisa i-1300 yeedola kwiintsuku ezimbini ngasekupheleni kukaJanuwari [2018], ndiyakholelwa ngokwenene ukuba ngendingekho namhlanje,” ubhale watsho.
UKUFA NGEMINWE EMIHLANUicwecwe lesibhozo, "F8"yakhutshwa ngoFebruwari 2020 nge Umculo ogqwesileyo weNgxolo. Umzamo wokulandelela ucetyelwe ekupheleni kwalo nyaka.
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