🎶 2022-03-22 00:43:47 - Paris/France.
IMFA YA ZALA ZISANU wosewera bass Chris Kael adavomereza kuti adayambanso kumwa mowa kuposa chaka chapitacho panthawi ya mliri wa coronavirus.
Kwa zaka zinayi zapitazi, Kael adadzitama kuti anali ndi moyo wosachita masewero olimbitsa thupi, ponena kuti anali "wamphamvu" yemwe anakhalapo atatuluka mu rehab.
Komabe, wazaka 47 adati Jason Rockman ochokera ku Canada "The Rockman Power Hour" sabata ino pomwe adagwa m'ngoloyo pomwe kutsekeka kwa coronavirus kukupitilira, nati 'sizinali bwino'.
"Ndinachita manyazi pa February 3, 2018," Chris adati (monga zolembedwa ndi BLABBERMOUTH.NET). "Pakadapanda ngozi pa mliri, zomwe sindinalankhulepo poyera mpaka lero, ngozi pa nthawi ya mliri, zikadakhala zaka zinayi [zoledzeretsa]. Koma pakali pano, ine ndikuganiza ndiri…Ndiyenera kubwerera ndikuyang'ana tsikulo, moona mtima. »
Anapitiriza, "Ndikukumbukira kuti ndinapita ku konsati ndipo ndinali kuyesera kuchita ... Ndinali ngati, 'Chabwino. Ndinagwa pangolo. Ndinabwerera kungolo. Ndikupita. Ndiyesetsa kuletsa kumwa nthawi ino. Ndidzilola kukhala ndi awiri. Ndipo ngati ndichita ziwiri, kuzizira. Ayi. Ndinapanga atatu. Sindinamwepo chiyambireni. Ine ndinati, “Ine sindingakhoze kuchita izo. Ngakhale kuyesa kudziletsa pa aŵiri, sindinathe kuchita zimenezo. »
pamene Mwala adawonetsa kuti kumwa zakumwa zitatu patsiku ndikokwanira Chriskuyambiranso, sizinali zovuta kwambiri, Kael anayankha kuti, “Ayi, ayi. Zinali zoipa kwambiri zisanachitike. Ogasiti 2020, kupatukana, kukhala m'nyumba ndekha, sizinali zabwino. Kotero pamene ndinatembenukira ku kusafuna kumva kwa kanthawi pang'ono... Tsopano, [ine ndiri] kachiwiri - kuchita misonkhano yanga, kuchita china chirichonse, kugwira ntchito ndi wothandizira wanga, kugwira ntchito masitepe ndi chirichonse ichi tsopano. »
Kael adati adayesetsadi kukhala osaganiza bwino zaka zingapo asanalowe rehab. "Ndinkayesera kuchita ndekha - ndipo ndinali ngati, 'Eya. Ndagwa. Ndinachita zimenezo,'” adatero. "Ndidachita zokambirana ndi [woseketsa] Dean Delray ndipo ine ndinali kuyankhula za izo. Patangopita nthawi pang'ono, ndinali panjira ndipo ndinapeza zonse zomwe ndinkakumana nazo panthawiyo - zonse zinali zochititsa chidwi chifukwa ndi zomwe ndinkakonda kuchita kale. Tsopano ndakhazikika kwambiri, ndikuyang'ana kwambiri. Koma ndinali nditangodzithira chakumwa ndikutsika basi ndipo chokupizira chinabwera kudzandithamangira: 'Kael, ndikufuna kukuthokozani. Ukuyamba kukhala opanda nzeru zinandipangitsa ine kuganiza za ine kukhala bata. Ndipo taonani, ndaima nditanyamula chakumwa m’manja mwanga. 'Inde munthu wanga. Ndikungochita zomwe ndingathe kuti ndithandizire. Ndipo ndinamva ngati zinyalala.
"Choncho kunali kofunika kwa ine, chifukwa cha udindo wanga, kulankhula za izo," anawonjezera. Kael Fotokozani. "Chifukwa ndimapangitsa anthu kukhala osangalala - ndikufuna kusangalatsa anthu, sindikufuna kuti anthu akhumudwe nane - chifukwa chake poyamba zinali zofunika kwambiri kuti ndilankhule za izi kuti anthu ena adziwe ndipo ine ndakhala ndikuchita bwino. wolera ana uyu pamodzi padziko lonse kuonera. Ndine wodzidalira kwambiri ndipo sindikufuna kuti ena azindiyang'ana. Ndikuganiza kuti ndinatuluka pansi pa thanthwe lija panthawiyi. Koma palimodzi, timapanga magulu, timachita misonkhano yathu - mitundu yonse ya zinthu. Chifukwa chake ndikadali ndi dongosolo lothandizira - njira yothandizira yolimba kwambiri. Mulungu wanga, [panthawi ya] mliriwu, ndidachita misonkhano yambiri Sinthani kuposa ine jamais anachita mliri usanachitike.
"Zachidziwikire kuti COVID inali yoyipa, koma ngati mukuyang'ana zinthu zasiliva, mutha kusandutsa zoipa kukhala zabwino ngati mungosintha malingaliro anu, kuyang'ana pozungulira ndikuwona zonse zomwe zikuchitika ndikupitilizabe kuchita zoyenera. chinthu,” anawonjezera.
Kael m'mbuyomu adafotokoza za nkhondo yake yolimbana ndi uchidakwa komanso kugwiritsa ntchito mankhwala osokoneza bongo mu February 2021 kuyankhulana ndi MACHINE MUTU mtsogoleri Robb Flynnizi ndi "Palibe zonong'oneza bondo ndi Robb Flynn" Podcast, IMFA YA ZALA ZISANU wosewera bass Chris Kael. Panthawiyo, iye ananena za chisankho chake chokhala woledzera: “Ndinkachita zimenezo koma ndinazindikira pamene ndinapita ku rehab kuti ndinali munthu wofunika kwambiri. Chifukwa chake kungosunga milingo yokwanira kuti muthane ndi kupsinjika kwamtundu uliwonse. Ivan [Moody, KHOKHWA YA IMFA YA ZALA zisanu woimbayo] anali wofunika kwambiri pa nkhani [zamankhwala osokoneza bongo ndi mowa] zomwe ankakumana nazo panthawiyo. Palibe zodabwitsa komanso palibe zinsinsi pamenepo - tonse tawona zomwe zidachitika kale. Koma iye anali phata la aliyense. Choncho ndinatha kubisala chakuseri pamene ankagwira ntchito zake. Chifukwa chake ndiyenera kukhala ndikuyenda pansi pa radar nthawi zambiri.
"Kutsika kwenikweni kwa ine kudayamba mwina miyezi iwiri ndisanayeretse," adapitilizabe. “Zimene zinkachitika pamoyo wanga - ndinkasudzulana panthawiyo… Tidasudzulana nditachoka ku rehab, koma izi zidayamba kale. Ndipo moona mtima, cholinga changa chopita ku rehab chinali - ndinamulembera [mkazi wanga panthawiyo] chikalata; iye akhoza kukhala nayobe; Ine ndikutsimikiza mwina amatero. Kwenikweni, zinali ngati, 'Hei, ndipeza thandizo' ndikukhala mnyamata yemwe adakwatirana naye poyamba osati munthu uyu yemwe ndidakhala. Kotero ine ndinkafunadi kubwerera ndi kutuluka mu rehab ndi kubwerera ku ukwati ndi zina zotero. Koma zimenezo zasintha. Ndipo zinali zoipa kwenikweni mwina masabata atatu apitawa. Sindinalephere kulamulira kwambiri. [Panali] kangapo apa ndi apo pomwe ndinasiyadi ndipo panali zizindikiro zoti zinthu zikuipiraipira kwa ine. Koma kwenikweni, ndinadzipeza ndili m’nyengo yeniyeni ya kupsinjika maganizo, ndipo ndinaganiza kuti: ‘Bwanji, munthuwe. Sindingathenso kuchita zimenezi.' Ndinamuimbira nzanga Greg, ndipo ananditenga kuti ndibwererenso tsiku limenelo. Ndipo icho chinali chofooka kwambiri chimene ine ndinayamba ndachimvapo mu moyo wanga, kupita ku rehab imeneyo. Koma nditangotuluka mu rehab ndinali, ngati, izi ndiye zamphamvu kwambiri zomwe ndidakhalapo, ndikuvomereza kuti sindingathe kuthana ndi izi ndipo ndiyenera kupeza chinthu china. »
Kael Anapitiliza kunena kuti nthawi ina zinthu zidamuipira kwambiri moti nthawi zina sankakonda kuchita masewera amoyo. "Mukakhala pa siteji ku Wembley, chiwonetsero chogulitsidwa, ndipo muli pa siteji, 'Ah. Kodi tingangopeza gehena kunja kuno? "China chake chalakwika ndi mlingo wanu wa endorphin," adaseka. “Thupi langa linali lomenyedwa kwambiri. Sindinasewerepo zoyipa pa siteji, koma ndimasewera wotopa kuyambira usiku watha ambiri nthawi. Ndipo unali umodzi wa usiku umenewo. Thupi langa lamenyedwa kuyambira dzulo lake. Mwina tinali ndi tsiku lopuma ku London. Ine ndi bass tech yanga timakonda kumwa tsiku lonse. »
Mu April 2018, Kael atero Mtengo wa magawo KLAQ pawailesi kuti "amamwa pafupifupi makoko asanu ndi atatu a cocaine pamlungu" atakula kwambiri. “Limenelo liyenera kukhala vuto lalikulu kwa ine,” iye anaulula. "Izi ndi kukhumudwa, zinthu ziwirizi, sizinali bwino. Sindinazindikire mpaka nditalowa rehab kuti ndimadzipangira ndekha ndi cocaine kuti ndikweze milingo yanga ya dopamine kuti ndithane ndi kukhumudwa. Sindinaganize nkomwe za izo. Ndiyeno ukakoka, umagwa kwambiri. »
Kael Poyamba adawulula zankhondo yake yolimbana ndi chizolowezi choledzeretsa pama tweets angapo, akunena kuti mkazi wake panthawiyo adachita "udindo waukulu" pomuthandiza kukhala woyera. "Pakadapanda kuti andiletse kuyesa kuyambiranso nditawotcha $1300 m'masiku awiri kumapeto kwa Januware [2018] ndikukhulupirira kuti sindikadakhala pano lero," adalemba.
IMFA YA ZALA ZISANUchimbale chachisanu ndi chitatu cha, "F8"idatulutsidwa mu February 2020 kudzera Nyimbo Zabwino Kwambiri za Noise. Ntchito yotsatila ikukonzekera kumapeto kwa chaka chino.
SOURCE: Ndemanga za News
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