🎶 2022-04-09 22:28:06 - Paris/France.
Mu kuyankhulana kwatsopano ndi Hunter Ronnie kuchokera ku Columbus, Ohio 99.7 Blitz wayilesi, SHINE mtsogoleri Brent Smith Anafunsidwa zimene ankayembekezera kuchita atachoka mumsewu atayenda ulendo wautali. Adayankha (monga molembedwa ndi BLABBERMOUTH.NET): "Ndimasokonezeka ndikafika kwa anyamata ena onse omwe ndimakhala nawo limodzi. Tonse tili ndi mabanja, koma ine ndilibe nyumba kwenikweni. Chifukwa chake ndakhala m'mahotela kwa moyo wanga wonse, kapena utali wa…Mwachitsanzo, kwa zaka 20 zapitazi ndakhala mgulu la gypsy mwanjira iliyonse, koma zoona zake ndizakuti ndinali ndi nyumba mchaka cha 2011. anali nayo ku California. [Ndinali nazo] kuyambira cha 2011 mpaka 2016 kenako ndidazigulitsa ku banja la ana anayi chifukwa sindinali kunyumba. Ndipo kotero ine ndakhala ndiri panjira ndipo ndakhala ndikukhala mkati ndi kunja kwa mahotela kuyambira cha 2016. Koma pamene ine ndikafika kunyumba, ndipo kunyumba ndi kumene mtima wanu uli, momwe ine ndimawonera zinthu, ndi kumene mtima wanga uli ndi wanga 14 wanga. mwana wazaka zakubadwa yemwe ali ku Florida. Chifukwa chake ndimakhala naye 90% nthawi yomwe ndichoka panjira pompano - ndili ku Florida ndi iye - koma palibe chomwe ndingachoke ndipo [chosekedwa] kuchezeredwa, chifukwa kukhala ndi mnyamata wazaka 14 ndi ulendo wothamanga. Iye ndi mnyamata wamkulu, koma ndikakhala kunyumba, ndine bambo. Ndipo chinthu chinanso ine ndi amayi ake timagwirizana kwambiri ndipo ali ndi mwana wamwamuna ndi mwamuna wina. Ndipo ndifedi banja losakanikirana, ndipo timapita kutchuthi limodzi, timakondwerera chaka chatsopano limodzi, timayesetsa kukhala limodzi nthawi zonse ndikakhala ku Florida.
"Zowona zake ndizakuti anyamatawa akamakula, tili ndi udindo ngati makolo anzathu - atatu aife, kwenikweni," Brent anawonjezera. "Ndipo ndichinthu chomwe sindimachiwona mopepuka, chomwe ndimatha, ndikatero ndi m kuchoka panjira, kuti kukhala ndi kukhazikika kwa ana athu ndi chinthu chachikulu. Chifukwa sindinalankhulepo za ine. Ndipo chomwe chilinso chosangalatsa ndichakuti mwana wanga samasamala kuti abambo ake ali mgulu loimba, chifukwa sizinakhalepo za ine ndikakhala kunyumba, ndipo amakonda kwambiri masewerawa. Iye ndi wosewera mpira wamkulu wa basketball; akuwoneka kuti ali ndi masewera ambiri. Zochita zambiri za basketball, kuyesera zambiri kumutsekera kusukulu yake. Sukulu masiku ano sikuli ngati sukulu pamene ndinali mwana; ndi chemin zosiyana. Amafuna udindo wochuluka kuchokera kwa ana aang'ono. Ndipo [ife] tikungoyesa kumuika patsogolo ndi pa mfundo, kuonetsetsa kuti tikumutsogolera iye ndi mbale wake m’njira yoyenera. »
October watha, Black-smith atero FM99 WNOR wayilesi yomwe sanakakamizepo mwana wake kuti atsatire mapazi ake. “Ndikamakula, nthawi zonse ndinkafuna kuti asankhe njira yake; Ndikufuna apite komwe akufuna,” adatero. "Ndipo ichi ndi chinthu chokongola munjira zambiri, chifukwa ndi munthu wake, ndi munthu wake. Ndikakhala ndi iye, palibe amene amalankhula za ine, zonse za iye.
“Ndinamuuza kale zimenezo, ndipo akumvetsa. Ndimakhala ngati, 'Ndikhoza kukhala bwenzi lako pambuyo pake. Ine ndine bambo ako. Ine ndine bambo ako. Ine ndili ndi udindo kwa inu. Ndipo ndikufuna kukuthandizani kuti mumvetsetse kufunika kogwira ntchito molimbika, kuti mawu anu akhale omangika, akhale owona mtima ndikukhala njonda. Ndipo ndiyenera kunena kuti zikuwonetsa mikhalidwe yonse yabwinoyi. Chifukwa ndimafuna kuti akhale mwamuna weniweni. Ndikufuna kuti amvetse kuti iye ndi ndani. Pambuyo pake m'moyo akhoza kukhala ndi chidwi ndi izi kapena chiyani, koma ndimangoyesera kuti ndisalankhule za ine ndekha… Chinthu chinanso - sindine wamtali kwambiri padziko lapansi; Ndine asanu [mapazi] asanu ndi atatu kutalika [ mainchesi]. Mwana wanga wamwamuna ali ndi zaka 13 ndipo ali kale wamtali pafupifupi 30 cm kuposa ine… Zili ngati: 'Uli bwanji kumeneko, mwana wanga?'
“Mwana wanga ndi waulemu kwambiri. Ndi nthawi yonyadira kwambiri kwa inenso. Aphunzitsi ake onse amayesetsa kundidziwitsa kuti ndi wachidwi kwambiri koma samangokhalira kugunda. Iye ndi bwenzi ndi aliyense. Nthawi zonse amakhala omasuka kwa ine za momwe… Aphunzitsi ake anati, “Iye ndi mmodzi mwa ana achifundo kwambiri kuno. Izi sizikutanthauza kuti ndi masewera a ana. Koma anthu amamuzungulira iye. Ndipo izi zimandipangitsa kumva bwino, bambo, chifukwa ndimafuna kuti azindilemekeza nthawi zonse.
Zaka zinayi zapitazo, Brent anati “choyamba choyamba m’moyo” chake chinali mwana wake wamwamuna. "Ndikuganiza kuti kupambana kwanga kumatsimikiziridwa ndi nthawi yochuluka yomwe ndingapereke kwa mwana wanga," adatero panthawiyo. "Ndimamusunga payekha m'dziko lomwe akukhalamo - monga aphunzitsi kusukulu, anthu omwe amakhala nawo, sadziwa kwenikweni zomwe abambo ake amachita, chifukwa ine ndi amayi ake, omwe ndi abwenzi abwino kwambiri sitilinso limodzi, timalemekezana ndipo akudziwa kuti ndimafuna kuti akhale ndi ubwana. Ndikufuna kuti aleredwe bwino, osati mwakuthupi ndi m'maganizo okha, komanso komwe sakhala otsekeredwa m'gulu linalake chifukwa cha omwe bambo ake ali. Izi ndizopambana kwanga: kuonetsetsa kuti ali ndi ubwana, kuonetsetsa kuti akupeza zonse zomwe akufunikira, komanso kuonetsetsa kuti amvetsetsa kuti ayenera kugwira ntchito . Chifukwa chake kupambana kwanga ndikulera mwana wanga ndipo iye kukhala munthu wamkulu ikafika nthawi yoti akhale. Ndiwodabwitsa kwambiri pamagawo ambiri, kotero ndimayesa kupambana kwanga ndi iye.
Zaka khumi zapitazo, Black-smith amayamikira mwana wake chifukwa chopulumutsa moyo wake. Iye anati: “Ndinasiya kugwiritsa ntchito mankhwala osokoneza bongo. “Ndinkakonda kwambiri cocaine ndi oxycontin. Ndinali katswiri wa nyimbo za rock clichéd. Cocaine ndi oxycontin zinandikokeradi, koma mwana wanga anandipulumutsa ku zachabechabe ndi kudzikonda kwanga. Ndine mwayi wokhala ndi moyo. Sindinali kugogoda pa chitseko cha imfa; Ndinali m'chipindamo ndikuwombera ndi imfa. »
SHINEchimbale chatsopano cha, "Planet Zero"idzatulutsidwa pa Epulo 22 kudzera Atlantic Records.
SOURCE: Ndemanga za News
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